#i never like ppl to see me angry #when i'm angry i end up hitting myself because i don't want people to touch me and if they touch me #i'm scared i'll hit them
do you have a friend who’s usually a sweetheart but when they’re angry they’re the creepiest and the most cruel motherfucker you ever saw in your whole life
i am that friend
"I read that when you live with a chronic illness, you experience grief and even loss.
— (via golden-grace)
And that is the fucking truth.
You grieve for what your body can no longer do or feel, or was never capable of doing or feeling.
You experience loss in that it feels like someone you love has died, but it’s you. You are not truly alive anymore."
trois études de concert: no. 3 in db maj. “un sospiro” - franz liszt
the third of the three concert études is in d-flat major, and is usually known as un sospiro (“a sigh”).
the étude is a study in crossing hands, playing a simple melody with alternating hands and arpeggios. observe the way hands affect the melody with many accentuations, or phrasing with alternating hands. the melody is quite dramatic, almost impressionistic, radically changing in dynamics at times.
un sospiro consists of a flowing background superimposed by a simple melody written in the third staff. the background alternates between the left and right hands in such a way that, for most of the piece, while the left hand is playing the harmony, the right hand is playing the melody, and vice versa, with the left hand crossing over the right as it continues the melody for a short while before regressing again. there are also small cadenza sections requiring delicate fingerwork throughout the middle section of the piece.
this étude, along with the other three concert études, was written in dedication to liszt’s uncle, eduard liszt (1817–1879). eduard handled liszt’s business affairs for more than thirty years until his death in 1879. x